A friend's grievances

I know you are too busy.
Last week I sent you a mail
You did not reply
Called you up in the morning
You said to call me back soon
Always you say to meet me sometime
But never tell me when?
I know you are too busy.

How you make your faces behind your boss
How you wear fake smile all the time
How many calls you make to clients everyday
How you make circles of smoke after lunch
How much bonus you are getting this time
I know what you are busy with.

What gift you bought for her
How many films you watch together
How often you call her up to say hi
How many times you think what she dislikes
How much you care about her.

I know where do I come
In the scheme of your things.
I know I am your friend
And I must understand.

Will you be my friend?

In such a big city
I am homeless.
Wandering in the crowd
Bloody jobless.
(People) flaunting their riches
makes me worthless.

Would you think any less of me
Will you be my friend?

I see you have a big house
In the heart of city.
I see you have a shining car
And wife who's quite pretty.
Buddy, you have got everything
A blend of brain and beauty.

If I am not good in appearance
Would you think any less of me
Will you be my friend?

Ah !! you don't know what is
A sleepless night.
What a fun when (an)
Elephant jumps in belly.
You are lucky that you cant feel
A tearless cry.

If my hands are dirty & cracked
Would you think any less of me
Will you be my friend?

What to do, tell me now !!!

Frustration seeths in mind
Agitation seeps into blood
Discrimination makes me cry
What to do, tell me now !!!

Holding my face in arms
Feel like not talking to anyone
To roam around incognito
And scream as much as I can.

I do what nobody likes
Tempt to break all the ropes
I think what they call absurd
And hope against all the hopes.

Let your eyes speak to me

I know you very well
I am your true friend
Let your eyes speak to me.

What you're looking for
What makes you cry
What gives you pleasure
What makes you die.
I know you . . .

How will you react
If you dont get it dear
When you will talk
And when you'll hear.
I know you . . .

I am not powerful
I am not very rich
Will be there in need
To help any which.
I know you . . .

It's all in time

Sometimes you enjoy your pains
Sometimes you treasure few stains
Sometimes you dunno what's good or bad
Sometimes you cant tell you're happy or sad.
It's all in time- 2

Sometimes you want to go in rain
For a walk
Have lots of friends but dunno
Whom to talk
Sometimes you want to cry
Sometimes you want to be alone.
It's all in time- 2

You give everybody
A big cute smile
But it aches you know
Somewhere inside
Sometimes it gets cold
Sometimes it is too hot.
It's all in time- 2

Sometimes you are blessed
Sometimes it takes to naught
Sometimes you're thoughtless
Sometimes you're fraught.
It's all in time- 2

How ? Doesn't matter.

Everybody has a dream
Everybody gotta go higher
How ? Doesn't matter.
Everybody wants to win
Everybody's a big liar
How? Doesn't matter.

Damn easy to kill someone
Lot easier to kill your mind
Why to get into this
Turn your eyes be a blind.
How? Doesn't matter.

Well, money is everything
Bloody love is not enough
Stop crabbing my friend
Be a man , blow the gaff.
How? Doesn't matter.

Fuck this world, if it sucks
You can change always
If you fail who cares?
You shall win anyways.
How? Doesn't matter

It's all in the mind

Following is the impromptu translation of one of my Hindi songs.

So what if I failed again
I have not given up yet
How can I give up without winning?
I would not want to live otherwise

I know there are difficulties
It's full of fights
But I am not a boat
That can be sunk by mundane waves
They can not even capsize me
I am myself a cyclone
Or a hard rock
To move me down, is not easy.

At the max, you can break
My hands and legs
Or take back my eye sight
I know you are God
And the whole world
Bows before you
But how can you falter
My mental strength?
Let me tell you
It's impossible for you.