What to do, tell me now !!!

Frustration seeths in mind
Agitation seeps into blood
Discrimination makes me cry
What to do, tell me now !!!

Holding my face in arms
Feel like not talking to anyone
To roam around incognito
And scream as much as I can.

I do what nobody likes
Tempt to break all the ropes
I think what they call absurd
And hope against all the hopes.

Let your eyes speak to me

I know you very well
I am your true friend
Let your eyes speak to me.

What you're looking for
What makes you cry
What gives you pleasure
What makes you die.
I know you . . .

How will you react
If you dont get it dear
When you will talk
And when you'll hear.
I know you . . .

I am not powerful
I am not very rich
Will be there in need
To help any which.
I know you . . .

It's all in time

Sometimes you enjoy your pains
Sometimes you treasure few stains
Sometimes you dunno what's good or bad
Sometimes you cant tell you're happy or sad.
It's all in time- 2

Sometimes you want to go in rain
For a walk
Have lots of friends but dunno
Whom to talk
Sometimes you want to cry
Sometimes you want to be alone.
It's all in time- 2

You give everybody
A big cute smile
But it aches you know
Somewhere inside
Sometimes it gets cold
Sometimes it is too hot.
It's all in time- 2

Sometimes you are blessed
Sometimes it takes to naught
Sometimes you're thoughtless
Sometimes you're fraught.
It's all in time- 2

How ? Doesn't matter.

Everybody has a dream
Everybody gotta go higher
How ? Doesn't matter.
Everybody wants to win
Everybody's a big liar
How? Doesn't matter.

Damn easy to kill someone
Lot easier to kill your mind
Why to get into this
Turn your eyes be a blind.
How? Doesn't matter.

Well, money is everything
Bloody love is not enough
Stop crabbing my friend
Be a man , blow the gaff.
How? Doesn't matter.

Fuck this world, if it sucks
You can change always
If you fail who cares?
You shall win anyways.
How? Doesn't matter

It's all in the mind

Following is the impromptu translation of one of my Hindi songs.

So what if I failed again
I have not given up yet
How can I give up without winning?
I would not want to live otherwise

I know there are difficulties
It's full of fights
But I am not a boat
That can be sunk by mundane waves
They can not even capsize me
I am myself a cyclone
Or a hard rock
To move me down, is not easy.

At the max, you can break
My hands and legs
Or take back my eye sight
I know you are God
And the whole world
Bows before you
But how can you falter
My mental strength?
Let me tell you
It's impossible for you.

Just for you

If I like someone
If I love someone
If I miss someone
If I kiss someone

It's one and only you
You are darling ! my sweetheart.

If I die someday
If I cry someday
If I kill someone
If I pip someone

It's just for only you
You are darling ! my sweetheart

If I be happy
If I feel lucky
If I want something
If I quit something

It's just for only you
You are darling ! my sweetheart

If I dance ever
If I get fever
If I do something
If I croon something

It's just for only you
You are darling ! my sweetheart

Emptiness

Everyday everytime
Anyday anytime
I deal with loneliness
Only loneliness.

When I see, young men
holding someone
Wish you with me in my arms.

Doesn't matter, what's there
If you love me and care
I can breast the wildest storms.

It's full of love
It's full of life
Else emptiness
Sheer emptiness.

When the breeze rubs me
When the life sucks me
Darling !! I think of you.

Your just one look
Your that smile
Make me crave to touch you.

If you ask me
If I tell you
Life minus you
is meaningless
It's meaningless

Will you ? ?

Will you bear with me
in bad times
Will you cheer up me
in sad times

Will you stand by me
and say "I'm with you".

Even if I am not
good looking
Even if I'm good
for nothing
Even if I dont
have money

Will your love
still be true- 2

Will you stand by me
and say "I'm with you".

WIll never hurt you
trust me
I'll never go away
trust me
And never belong to
anyone

Will you ditch me
like many do- 2

Will you stand by me
and say "I'm with you".

Nxt time

Next time
See you at home.

We wait how long
Just ask this mom.
Next time. . .

You come late night
When I sleep very tight.
I know you are busy
But waiting is not easy.
Next time. . .

Miss you in the class
When friends do harass.
It then makes me cry
But you dont see it right?
Next time. . .

Life is fantasy

And I risk my life
Everyday.

While boarding on
The crowded trains.
Where a bomb blasted
Killing hundred brains.

I stroll on the road
Fearing a haunting car.
That will smash me
Like it did, not so far.

Inhaling all the time
Smokes of ecstasy.
What a beautiful this world !
Where life is fantasy.

The loser

Sure, I will come
Along with you, Oh! Death !!

But I have many desires
To be fulfilled.
Admit; I was a total loser.
Yet want to make
Many more attempts.

Have to search those friends
Who promised me help
in my bad times.
I have not seen any of them
Since I faced
difficult times.

Have to take back
The money I lent.
Have to take back
Those moments I spent.

Want to see the girl
I loved once
Who ditched me.
Want to meet the teacher
Who said to me
'Education brings in success'.

Want to prove dad
I am worth a lot.
They called me 'Hobo'
Want to prove I'm not.

They said I was
Idiosyncratic.
I felt they were
Materialistic.
Did not like
Following regulation.
I termed it
A social manipulation.

I thought I was right.
But only to my fright.